This day dies tonight…

Feels like we were here...
Just yesterday..
Together as always..
In love as always..
But Today..
Being alone..
Without you isn’t making me lonely anymore…

Just yesterday..
I thought of you..
Thought of us being together,
Just the way you had promise..
Just the way you made me promise…

Was loving you so bad..
Was it the biggest mistake of my life…
I still don’t get it..
Nor do i regret it..
Maybe because I still need that closure..
To regret what we had…
To feel that void..

Today i realised..
We don’t have a tomorrow..
But I know I have a future…
A beautiful one without you..
I can live with these memories..
Even when you don’t oblige me with a reason..
I know what I had and shared..
I know i loved you with all my heart..
Now i know all my love was just not enough..

Feels like we were here...
Just yesterday..
But today..
I realised..
I waited too long for you..
Too long for a good bye..

This day dies tonight…
And with it you die too…